1
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(Georg Trakl)

2
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(Grete Trakl)

3
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(Albert Brückner)

4
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(Mother Trakl)

5
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(Distant children's voices)

6
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(Distant children's voices)

7
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(Children's voices, locomotive sounds)

8
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(The door is locked.)

9
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Georg!
(The conductor whistles.)

10
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Shushi!

11
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You do not have to look.
He is not there.

12
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Maybe in the next train. Hm?
My girl!

13
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(Grete cries.)
"Sister!"

14
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"Since I found you ..."

15
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"... in a lonely clearing
of the woods ..."

16
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"... and lunch was ..."

17
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"... and big the silence
of the animal ... "

18
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(A woman moans relish.)

19
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"Great dying."

20
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"The singing flame in the heart."

21
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"Hour of grief."

22
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"It is the soul a stranger
on earth."

23
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"It is the soul a stranger
on earth."

24
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"Under dark firs ..."

25
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"... two wolves mixed
her blood ... "

26
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"... in a stone hug."
(The woman moans softly.)

27
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"Dark love of one
wild sex, ... "

28
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"... on golden wheels ..."

29
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"... the day rushes away."
Shushi!

30
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"Silent Night."
(She laughs.)

31
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Come over! Let's do that,
what you pay me for! Hm?

32
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At least I can.

33
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I can do that today
can not afford anymore. Then go!

34
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Hey! You forgot something!

35
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(A woman laughs.)

36
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(Different voices)

37
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Frau von Schwarzenstein! Nice,
that you came! Thank you!

38
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Good evening! ... Mrs. Hader!

39
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Do not worry! It will start soon.

40
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Professor Brückner!
Good evening!

41
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(The empty bottle falls down.)

42
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(The hand bones crack.)

43
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You can naked from me
play. But you play!

44
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Only when he comes!

45
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He is writing exams next week.

46
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Since when was that important?
Since he gets no more Apanage.

47
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Do not just stand me now
in front of the people!

48
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You do not do that to me.

49
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Brückner!

50
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He is here in Salzburg?

51
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He conducts the commissioned concert.

52
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Oh! All refusals ...

53
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That I could not pretend
that you have caused!

54
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Stay in Salzburg, Grete!
Secretly! And give in, -

55
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- if there is no other way.
Just like you!

56
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That's enough!

57
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(Applause)

58
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(Classical music)

59
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(He hears the piano music.)

60
00:09:02,520 --> 00:09:04,520
Hi Papa!

61
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She does not let you in. Ne?

62
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(Beautiful, quiet piano music)

63
00:10:41,320 --> 00:10:43,320
(Applause)

64
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Come!

65
00:11:01,120 --> 00:11:04,520
Your technique is brilliant.
But ...

66
00:11:05,000 --> 00:11:06,920
That's nothing special.

67
00:11:07,920 --> 00:11:09,920
It is the heart,

68
00:11:10,400 --> 00:11:14,480
- that raises you above others.
Be careful!

69
00:11:14,960 --> 00:11:16,920
Yes and?

70
00:11:17,400 --> 00:11:19,320
From September in Vienna.

71
00:11:19,800 --> 00:11:23,040
You did not expect anything else!
Oh thank you!

72
00:11:23,520 --> 00:11:25,880
Thank you! That means a lot to me.

73
00:11:26,360 --> 00:11:30,120
They do not just have a gift.
This is an order!

74
00:11:30,600 --> 00:11:32,520
Take this seriously!

75
00:11:50,520 --> 00:11:52,520
Her brother.

76
00:11:55,840 --> 00:11:58,320
I thought,
you are not coming.

77
00:12:02,760 --> 00:12:06,600
Almost half a year and
not a single letter, Georg!

78
00:12:07,080 --> 00:12:09,080
I wrote a hundred.

79
00:12:09,560 --> 00:12:12,680
And no one clever.
... Be happy!

80
00:12:14,200 --> 00:12:16,200
I'm coming to Vienna.

81
00:12:17,720 --> 00:12:20,240
To Brückner in the master class.

82
00:12:20,920 --> 00:12:22,920
From September already.

83
00:12:34,320 --> 00:12:36,680
It's all set, Georg.

84
00:12:37,240 --> 00:12:39,240
It is settled!

85
00:12:39,920 --> 00:12:41,920
You do not do this!

86
00:12:48,680 --> 00:12:50,680
(Fast steps)

87
00:13:00,600 --> 00:13:02,600
To the academy!

88
00:13:03,080 --> 00:13:07,040
Lord God! How could you
allow that? You're drunk.

89
00:13:07,520 --> 00:13:12,280
Alone in Vienna! In your age!
She was the youngest in the boarding school.

90
00:13:12,760 --> 00:13:16,560
Vienna is not a boarding school, mother!
And she is not a child!

91
00:13:35,560 --> 00:13:38,360
You do not want that?
... Very well!

92
00:13:38,840 --> 00:13:41,320
Then tell her!
She listens to you.

93
00:13:47,320 --> 00:13:51,160
I sent you texts.
A while ago.

94
00:13:52,240 --> 00:13:55,400
Your father has your undergraduate degree
maintained.

95
00:13:55,880 --> 00:13:57,960
And now? You saw him.

96
00:14:11,120 --> 00:14:13,120
(He cries.)

97
00:14:22,720 --> 00:14:24,720
It is never right. Hm?

98
00:14:25,400 --> 00:14:27,400
No matter what I do!

99
00:14:40,520 --> 00:14:42,520
Your laudanum.

100
00:15:04,520 --> 00:15:06,520
Without prescription. As always!

101
00:15:42,320 --> 00:15:44,320
(She takes a deep breath.)

102
00:15:52,360 --> 00:15:54,360
"Over the white pond -"

103
00:15:54,840 --> 00:15:57,560
"- are the wild birds
gone away. "

104
00:15:58,040 --> 00:16:00,200
"Dreaming among white willows, -"

105
00:16:00,680 --> 00:16:03,840
"- cheek our cheeks
yellowed stars, - "

106
00:16:04,320 --> 00:16:08,080
"- bows her forehead
in past nights. "

107
00:16:08,560 --> 00:16:13,280
"Over our graves bends
the broken forehead of the night. "

108
00:16:13,760 --> 00:16:17,640
"Our faces are always staring
to our white graves. "

109
00:16:18,120 --> 00:16:20,720
"The bare walls are ringing
the city."

110
00:16:21,200 --> 00:16:24,160
"The white walls always sound
the city."

111
00:16:24,640 --> 00:16:26,640
(Steps)
"Oh, my brother!"

112
00:16:27,120 --> 00:16:29,200
That ... That's what you write.

113
00:16:31,000 --> 00:16:33,960
But then ... Then you want
not me.

114
00:16:37,120 --> 00:16:40,720
We were kids. ...
We were lonely.

115
00:16:44,920 --> 00:16:46,920
God, Gretl!

116
00:16:47,920 --> 00:16:51,160
Look! We are
but got away.

117
00:16:57,120 --> 00:17:01,680
"Stepping out of blue mirror
the slim figure of the sister. "

118
00:17:02,160 --> 00:17:04,920
Give it to me!
"He fell dead in the dark."

119
00:17:05,400 --> 00:17:07,320
Give it right away!

120
00:17:08,720 --> 00:17:11,960
"It's ringing the night in the warehouse
our kisses. "

121
00:17:12,720 --> 00:17:14,720
"It whispers where:"

122
00:17:15,200 --> 00:17:18,080
"Who blames you?"
Be quiet!

123
00:17:18,560 --> 00:17:21,240
"Still shaking of
wicked lust ... "

124
00:17:21,720 --> 00:17:23,880
Be quiet now! No more word!

125
00:17:25,200 --> 00:17:28,760
"Under the dark bow
our melancholy, ... "

126
00:17:29,240 --> 00:17:33,040
"... play the shadows in the evening
deceased angel. "

127
00:17:33,520 --> 00:17:36,800
"Under the dark bow
our melancholy, ... "

128
00:17:37,280 --> 00:17:41,080
"... play the shadows in the evening
deceased angel. "

129
00:17:48,560 --> 00:17:51,120
"Dreaming among white willows, ..."

130
00:17:51,600 --> 00:17:54,560
"... cheek our cheeks
yellowed stars. "

131
00:17:55,040 --> 00:18:00,200
Where is the ointment for the Hofrat?
He sends now for the second time!

132
00:18:00,680 --> 00:18:03,440
In progress. Everything in work.
Jesus, Mary!

133
00:18:03,920 --> 00:18:06,240
I have the store full!

134
00:18:06,720 --> 00:18:08,640
Are you crazy?

135
00:18:11,160 --> 00:18:13,160
"Just a suggestion."

136
00:18:13,640 --> 00:18:17,800
"For the music with words.
... Do not be angry!"

137
00:18:18,280 --> 00:18:20,200
"Grete."

138
00:18:22,320 --> 00:18:24,320
That she dares!

139
00:18:32,640 --> 00:18:35,880
"The white walls always sound
the city."

140
00:18:36,720 --> 00:18:38,720
"Under the arch of thorns, ..."

141
00:18:41,320 --> 00:18:46,000
"... Oh, my brother, we'll do it
blind hands at midnight. "

142
00:18:48,400 --> 00:18:51,640
"The white walls always sound
the city."

143
00:18:54,240 --> 00:18:56,640
"Yes! ... Yes, they sound."

144
00:18:57,120 --> 00:18:59,520
"The blades,
the white walls. "

145
00:19:00,000 --> 00:19:01,920
Over the white pond ...

146
00:19:02,920 --> 00:19:05,120
... are the wild birds ...

147
00:19:05,720 --> 00:19:07,720
... pulled away.

148
00:19:09,320 --> 00:19:13,720
"Are over the white pond
the wild birds have moved away. "

149
00:19:15,120 --> 00:19:19,280
"In the evening, blowing from our stars
an icy wind. "

150
00:19:19,760 --> 00:19:24,320
"Over our graves bends
the broken forehead of the night. "

151
00:19:24,800 --> 00:19:26,720
"Under Oaks -"

152
00:19:27,200 --> 00:19:30,280
"- we rock up
a silver boat. "

153
00:19:32,560 --> 00:19:35,800
"The white walls always sound
the city."

154
00:19:36,280 --> 00:19:39,600
"Under a thorn arch,
oh my brother, ... "

155
00:19:40,360 --> 00:19:43,920
"... we clip blind pointers
at midnight. "

156
00:19:49,720 --> 00:19:51,720
Nice, not?

157
00:19:55,320 --> 00:19:57,320
(Children's voices)

158
00:20:02,920 --> 00:20:05,120
(The church bell rings.)

159
00:20:15,320 --> 00:20:18,480
(She hears several instruments.)

160
00:20:23,920 --> 00:20:26,560
(Various string instruments)

161
00:20:34,320 --> 00:20:37,560
(Classical music with strings)

162
00:20:51,320 --> 00:20:54,560
(Classical music with strings)

163
00:20:59,320 --> 00:21:01,800
(A door is closed loudly.)

164
00:21:53,880 --> 00:21:55,880
(Dance music)

165
00:22:03,200 --> 00:22:05,200
(He hears the dance music.)

166
00:22:10,160 --> 00:22:12,160
(Still dance music)

167
00:22:27,720 --> 00:22:29,720
(Quiet piano music
Schumann:reverie)

168
00:23:12,520 --> 00:23:14,960
Hey! You owe me a dance!

169
00:23:23,480 --> 00:23:25,480
Now dance with her!

170
00:23:25,960 --> 00:23:28,720
Yes exactly! Once!
(Some applaud.)

171
00:23:29,920 --> 00:23:31,920
(Dance music)

172
00:23:39,120 --> 00:23:41,240
You always have to win. Huh?

173
00:24:29,720 --> 00:24:31,720
So then ...

174
00:26:16,120 --> 00:26:18,120
Ha! ... Shushi!

175
00:26:31,320 --> 00:26:33,320
I wanted ...

176
00:26:36,120 --> 00:26:38,120
I have to tell you something.

177
00:26:38,920 --> 00:26:40,920
Yes, then say it!

178
00:26:41,920 --> 00:26:45,720
Oh! I can not. (Sighs)
I can not say anything.

179
00:26:46,720 --> 00:26:48,920
Is that the possibility?

180
00:26:53,320 --> 00:26:56,360
Can you sometimes
to think of something else?

181
00:26:59,720 --> 00:27:01,720
Barely.

182
00:27:15,120 --> 00:27:18,240
And you have me
withheld for so long?

183
00:27:20,920 --> 00:27:25,160
(Children sing away :)
"A little man stands in the forest -"

184
00:27:25,640 --> 00:27:30,360
"- very quiet and mute
pure purple a cloak. "

185
00:27:30,840 --> 00:27:32,560
"Say who likes -"

186
00:27:33,040 --> 00:27:36,160
"- be the little man ..."
Watch out here!

187
00:27:36,640 --> 00:27:38,560
(Different voices)

188
00:27:42,120 --> 00:27:44,120
Gretl!

189
00:27:46,800 --> 00:27:49,400
Take care that you do not slip!

190
00:27:56,920 --> 00:27:58,920
Gretl!

191
00:28:51,120 --> 00:28:53,720
Do you think that's it
is a sin?

192
00:28:57,320 --> 00:28:59,320
I dont know.

193
00:29:03,320 --> 00:29:05,320
I do not care.

194
00:29:08,000 --> 00:29:11,240
"It's ringing the night in the warehouse
our kisses. "

195
00:29:11,720 --> 00:29:13,440
"It whispers where:"

196
00:29:13,920 --> 00:29:16,080
"Who blames you?"

197
00:29:16,560 --> 00:29:19,880
"Still shuddering from wicked
Sweetness sweetie. "

198
00:29:20,360 --> 00:29:24,080
"We pray:'Forgive us, Mary,
in your favor! '"

199
00:29:25,680 --> 00:29:28,800
"Climb out of flower bowls
greedy scents. "

200
00:29:29,280 --> 00:29:31,440
"Caress our foreheads -"

201
00:29:31,920 --> 00:29:33,840
"- pale with guilt."

202
00:29:34,720 --> 00:29:37,960
"Dulling under the breath
the sultry airs. "

203
00:29:40,720 --> 00:29:44,720
"We dream:'Forgive us, Mary,
in your favor! '"

204
00:29:50,720 --> 00:29:52,720
(Accordion music)

205
00:29:53,200 --> 00:29:56,320
"But the spring is noisier
the sirens. "

206
00:29:56,800 --> 00:30:01,320
"And the Sphinx sticks out darker
in our debt, ... "

207
00:30:01,800 --> 00:30:05,000
"... that our hearts
sound sinful again. "

208
00:30:05,480 --> 00:30:07,600
(There's thunder.)
"We sob:"

209
00:30:08,080 --> 00:30:11,720
"Forgive us, Mary,
in your favor! '"

210
00:30:16,120 --> 00:30:18,120
You're doing it all right.

211
00:30:19,920 --> 00:30:22,560
My whole life.
You're upset.

212
00:30:26,680 --> 00:30:29,040
(He breathes heavily and heavily.)

213
00:30:37,120 --> 00:30:39,120
Georg!

214
00:30:40,320 --> 00:30:42,320
(She screams :) Georg!

215
00:30:42,800 --> 00:30:44,520
Georg!

216
00:30:46,320 --> 00:30:48,520
(She tries to scream.)

217
00:30:50,520 --> 00:30:52,920
(She is gasping.) Where are you?

218
00:31:02,120 --> 00:31:04,120
(Sounds of pills)

219
00:31:05,680 --> 00:31:09,920
You do not know what I mean for
a longing for you.

220
00:31:10,400 --> 00:31:13,480
Even now, where I have you
always can have.

221
00:31:13,960 --> 00:31:15,680
You have no idea.

222
00:31:18,320 --> 00:31:20,320
It does not stop, Gretl.

223
00:31:21,320 --> 00:31:23,800
On the contrary. It is getting more and more.

224
00:31:29,320 --> 00:31:31,320
I want to be a whole.

225
00:31:36,320 --> 00:31:38,520
A whole,
instead of two halves.

226
00:31:39,000 --> 00:31:40,720
I want that, ...

227
00:31:41,720 --> 00:31:43,720
... since I can think.

228
00:32:28,240 --> 00:32:32,040
What are you doing? Two exams.
Yesterday Today!

229
00:32:32,520 --> 00:32:34,920
Want to throw the semester?

230
00:32:41,960 --> 00:32:43,960
(He sniffs cocaine.)

231
00:32:44,680 --> 00:32:47,160
I thought that was over.

232
00:32:47,640 --> 00:32:50,760
Then it starts again!
(He sniffles)

233
00:32:57,160 --> 00:32:59,720
I do not know what you have.

234
00:33:00,200 --> 00:33:03,080
They are good. Quite well!
"Quite well"?

235
00:33:03,560 --> 00:33:07,000
They are no good.
My whole life is no good.

236
00:33:07,480 --> 00:33:10,160
I have too much ballast.
Look at me!

237
00:33:10,640 --> 00:33:12,840
Am I a pharmacist?
Not in life!

238
00:33:13,320 --> 00:33:17,440
Nobody gets tired of words.
Not if they are no good.

239
00:33:18,280 --> 00:33:22,200
That does not stay that way. Have faith!
It pisses me off.

240
00:33:22,680 --> 00:33:26,720
I need a place in the
World. Otherwise I will go under.

241
00:33:27,600 --> 00:33:30,840
(He coughs heavily.)
That makes you ready!

242
00:33:31,320 --> 00:33:35,880
The poison, that bullshit!
That's the ballast in your life.

243
00:33:36,360 --> 00:33:38,080
Oh come, Ludwig! Get lost!

244
00:33:38,560 --> 00:33:40,480
(He plays some notes.)

245
00:33:40,960 --> 00:33:43,600
Again tomorrow!
Professor Brückner!

246
00:33:44,080 --> 00:33:46,040
Forgiveness! Grete Trakl.

247
00:33:47,720 --> 00:33:51,280
Of course that's different.
Miss Trakl!

248
00:33:51,760 --> 00:33:55,280
For you tomorrow is not
and not the day after tomorrow.

249
00:33:55,760 --> 00:33:58,600
For the winter semester then.
... Perhaps!

250
00:33:59,080 --> 00:34:01,880
But because of the few days.
Three weeks!

251
00:34:03,120 --> 00:34:05,320
I just did not have time.

252
00:34:06,040 --> 00:34:08,440
Oh, that happens! Naturally!

253
00:34:08,920 --> 00:34:10,800
But now you are here!

254
00:34:11,280 --> 00:34:13,120
I wish you success!
No!

255
00:34:13,600 --> 00:34:15,960
Please do not!
My course is full.

256
00:34:16,440 --> 00:34:19,880
Try it in finger technique
or auditory exercise!

257
00:34:20,360 --> 00:34:23,640
Everyone wants to compose.
But not everybody does it!

258
00:34:24,120 --> 00:34:26,560
I can not wait
wait for winter.

259
00:34:27,040 --> 00:34:30,040
Nobody has seen it yet.
Take a look!

260
00:34:30,520 --> 00:34:32,640
You're welcome!
Your work?

261
00:34:43,920 --> 00:34:46,920
(Fast, melodic piano music)

262
00:34:51,320 --> 00:34:53,320
(Calm melody)

263
00:35:22,120 --> 00:35:24,120
(He sniffs.)

264
00:35:31,000 --> 00:35:33,000
Well rested?

265
00:35:36,560 --> 00:35:38,560
(Fast Piano Music)

266
00:35:39,040 --> 00:35:41,920
(Quiet piano music)
Now it is enough!

267
00:35:42,400 --> 00:35:46,040
Get together!
Ten minutes and back out!

268
00:35:50,280 --> 00:35:52,280
(She ends the game.)

269
00:35:52,760 --> 00:35:54,680
You were in America?

270
00:35:56,520 --> 00:35:59,320
Yes. ... It was a concert.

271
00:36:00,440 --> 00:36:02,440
Negro music!

272
00:36:02,920 --> 00:36:04,640
I have to go!

273
00:36:05,680 --> 00:36:09,480
Do not you hear it?
I can do it. I feel it.

274
00:36:09,960 --> 00:36:13,760
I write it down. Very easily.
But it is still missing

275
00:36:14,240 --> 00:36:17,120
- too much and ...
They lack discipline.

276
00:36:17,600 --> 00:36:19,520
And a little modesty.

277
00:36:21,720 --> 00:36:24,680
Tuesday Wednesday,
Thursday ten o'clock!

278
00:36:29,720 --> 00:36:32,280
I had hoped,
that they come!

279
00:37:14,840 --> 00:37:17,320
Where do you want to go, miss?

280
00:37:18,320 --> 00:37:20,320
To Mr. Trakl.
Exactly!

281
00:37:20,800 --> 00:37:23,680
No ladies visit!
I am his sister.

282
00:37:59,600 --> 00:38:01,960
There is not just one publisher!

283
00:38:02,440 --> 00:38:05,560
I'm coming to nothing more.
If you are not there, -

284
00:38:06,000 --> 00:38:09,640
- and when you are gone.
Not a line in 3 weeks.

285
00:38:10,120 --> 00:38:13,640
Why all this?
The main thing, somebody's to blame.

286
00:38:14,160 --> 00:38:17,960
I'm too much and too much away.
What should I -

287
00:38:18,440 --> 00:38:21,200
- first apologize?
It is too much.

288
00:38:21,720 --> 00:38:23,240
I can not breathe.

289
00:38:23,760 --> 00:38:25,640
Too much now?

290
00:38:28,720 --> 00:38:30,680
You stay there!

291
00:38:33,080 --> 00:38:35,040
What did you think?

292
00:38:35,560 --> 00:38:38,960
Did you think you came here
and everything will be fine?

293
00:38:39,440 --> 00:38:41,160
As in a fairy tale?

294
00:38:41,640 --> 00:38:44,840
As in a dream?
Like in a nice dream?

295
00:38:45,320 --> 00:38:47,040
This is not a dream, Gretl!

296
00:38:47,520 --> 00:38:50,400
Yes. Not for me.
There is not only you!

297
00:38:50,920 --> 00:38:55,080
There is also what I want.
You do not know what you want!

298
00:38:56,680 --> 00:39:01,160
I do not hide a life
long. Not even for you!

299
00:39:08,280 --> 00:39:11,520
(He sniffs.)
And that should help, yes?

300
00:39:13,120 --> 00:39:15,080
Alright!

301
00:39:18,680 --> 00:39:21,080
Ow! Please do not!

302
00:39:21,560 --> 00:39:23,280
No! You're welcome!

303
00:39:29,280 --> 00:39:31,280
Excuse me!

304
00:39:31,760 --> 00:39:33,480
Sorry, Gretl!

305
00:39:33,960 --> 00:39:35,680
I am sorry!

306
00:39:37,080 --> 00:39:39,080
Do not touch it, yes?

307
00:39:39,560 --> 00:39:42,480
You're welcome! ... never touch it again!

308
00:39:43,680 --> 00:39:45,680
Promise me!

309
00:39:46,160 --> 00:39:47,880
Let me go!

310
00:39:49,080 --> 00:39:51,080
What? ... I ... you?

311
00:39:51,560 --> 00:39:54,320
You can not let go of me.
That's how it is!

312
00:40:02,280 --> 00:40:04,760
What happens to us, Georg?

313
00:40:06,480 --> 00:40:09,520
I can not do that
invite me, Gretl.

314
00:40:10,000 --> 00:40:12,080
Not always more and more.

315
00:40:21,480 --> 00:40:23,480
So ... not a word!

316
00:40:45,080 --> 00:40:47,080
Georg!

317
00:40:49,680 --> 00:40:51,680
Georg!

318
00:40:52,680 --> 00:40:54,680
No, Gretl! No!

319
00:40:56,280 --> 00:40:59,320
Make room for me now!
... I'll contact you.

320
00:41:09,080 --> 00:41:11,080
No, not so!

321
00:41:12,080 --> 00:41:14,280
So you do not get away from me!

322
00:41:53,080 --> 00:41:56,400
So! And now we try it
in my own way.

323
00:42:12,680 --> 00:42:14,680
A cognac!

324
00:42:15,160 --> 00:42:16,880
Oh! Already closing time?

325
00:42:18,120 --> 00:42:21,520
No way! Two hours to go.
Tomorrow is toll.

326
00:42:22,000 --> 00:42:24,720
Shut up, Ludwig!
So you thank me?

327
00:42:38,000 --> 00:42:40,000
Exception for good leadership!

328
00:42:40,480 --> 00:42:44,720
(Man :) Hey, Kokoschka! It's your turn.
You are still missing.

329
00:42:45,200 --> 00:42:47,680
Hm? ... It seems to be good for you.

330
00:42:48,160 --> 00:42:50,760
Whoever she is, she gets percent.

331
00:42:51,240 --> 00:42:53,560
You're a real pig, Schubeck.

332
00:42:54,040 --> 00:42:55,960
Do you know that?

333
00:42:57,240 --> 00:42:59,040
Thank you, Ludwig!

334
00:43:00,920 --> 00:43:04,040
Licking my ass,
you bigots philistine!

335
00:43:04,520 --> 00:43:08,440
Your reactionary bastard!
Hey, Kokoschka! Slowly, yes?

336
00:43:08,920 --> 00:43:12,200
Hands off! Shut up!
Leave me, you bastards!

337
00:43:12,680 --> 00:43:14,920
You've all been rotten by now.

338
00:43:15,400 --> 00:43:19,200
There you are. You live
no more. Damn it!

339
00:00:03,080 --> 00:00:05,080
(Kokoschka :) Alma!

340
00:00:07,600 --> 00:00:09,600
Wait, Alma!

341
00:00:15,080 --> 00:00:17,080
N / A? Who says it?

342
00:00:17,560 --> 00:00:19,280
A human under rats!

343
00:00:21,120 --> 00:00:23,080
Alma! ... wait!

344
00:00:23,560 --> 00:00:27,120
(Someone is kidding him :) Alma! Alma!
The Kokoschka?

345
00:00:27,600 --> 00:00:31,680
Like behind a bitch in heat.
He powdered the wrong ones.

346
00:00:32,160 --> 00:00:34,080
And nobody looks after him.

347
00:00:49,840 --> 00:00:51,840
(Fast piano playing)

348
00:00:55,000 --> 00:00:58,800
(She plays very fast
always the same melody.)

349
00:01:03,360 --> 00:01:05,720
(Still the same melody)

350
00:01:09,440 --> 00:01:11,440
(Final note)

351
00:01:19,480 --> 00:01:21,480
Thank you very much!

352
00:01:24,080 --> 00:01:26,080
(Distant violin music)

353
00:01:29,640 --> 00:01:31,680
I'm so happy, Margarete.

354
00:01:32,160 --> 00:01:36,720
I have never been so happy for anyone
others. It is strange.

355
00:01:37,200 --> 00:01:39,120
But nice!

356
00:01:40,120 --> 00:01:42,120
A nice feeling.

357
00:01:44,120 --> 00:01:47,440
(Hooves rattle.)
Today they are coming!

358
00:01:56,880 --> 00:02:00,680
This is the third day, Georg.
I do not want to any more.

359
00:02:01,160 --> 00:02:02,880
Georg!

360
00:02:07,680 --> 00:02:09,880
Werfel, Schnitzler and Rilke.

361
00:02:10,360 --> 00:02:13,640
Oh! Now he has again
a new novel.

362
00:02:14,120 --> 00:02:18,680
George, please! Whether today or tomorrow
does not matter. There! Here it is.

363
00:02:19,160 --> 00:02:21,600
Here! Georg Trakl!
That is my book.

364
00:02:22,080 --> 00:02:24,800
It's me. This is me.
... Here please!

365
00:02:25,880 --> 00:02:30,640
(The church clock beats.)
Help me! Everything is wet here.

366
00:02:46,800 --> 00:02:49,920
(Nothing to understand.)
Gretl! ... Gretl!

367
00:02:51,280 --> 00:02:53,280
What do you want?

368
00:02:53,760 --> 00:02:55,680
See if you still live.

369
00:02:56,160 --> 00:02:59,320
You see it!
You can not run away forever!

370
00:02:59,800 --> 00:03:01,720
What you do not say.

371
00:03:03,680 --> 00:03:05,680
And what does he want?

372
00:03:06,160 --> 00:03:09,000
Professor Brückner. ...
My brother Georg.

373
00:03:09,480 --> 00:03:11,560
We met.
Volatile.

374
00:03:14,160 --> 00:03:17,400
Forgive me! I'll come then
for the second hour.

375
00:03:20,640 --> 00:03:23,360
Gretl! Gretl, please!
I am sorry!

376
00:03:23,840 --> 00:03:27,600
I was rough. I look too often
only on myself.

377
00:03:28,080 --> 00:03:31,720
But that does not mean,
that I do not know. What?

378
00:03:32,200 --> 00:03:36,000
What you can do and what it means
and how much that is.

379
00:03:36,480 --> 00:03:38,640
I am really proud of you.

380
00:03:39,120 --> 00:03:43,160
You can hide it well.
Otherwise you will become too conceited.

381
00:03:43,640 --> 00:03:45,360
Douchebag!
Right!

382
00:03:45,840 --> 00:03:48,000
But only because it is me
it works so well.

383
00:03:51,600 --> 00:03:54,080
Is not it a bit narrow?

384
00:03:57,080 --> 00:03:59,080
You little bitch!

385
00:04:01,400 --> 00:04:03,960
(Georg opens the door.)
(Doorbell)

386
00:04:04,440 --> 00:04:07,960
They are all gone. All!
Only one is still there.

387
00:04:12,080 --> 00:04:14,280
They are all sold. All!

388
00:04:14,760 --> 00:04:16,480
They are all gone!

389
00:04:16,960 --> 00:04:20,000
But people are reading today
also every trash.

390
00:04:21,480 --> 00:04:25,720
That's all thanks to you.
You do not know how much.

391
00:04:26,200 --> 00:04:29,400
I'm fine, Gretl. Everything!
I swear!

392
00:04:29,880 --> 00:04:32,480
I thought,
you do not come anymore.

393
00:04:32,960 --> 00:04:34,680
No?

394
00:04:36,080 --> 00:04:38,080
No.

395
00:04:55,960 --> 00:04:58,680
(She plays quiet piano music.)

396
00:05:13,200 --> 00:05:15,560
Everything will be different now, Gretl.

397
00:05:16,480 --> 00:05:18,480
If I succeed ...

398
00:05:19,480 --> 00:05:21,480
... and money ...

399
00:05:24,080 --> 00:05:26,080
Finally money, Gretl!

400
00:05:29,080 --> 00:05:31,960
We travel, live in
the best hotels.

401
00:05:33,080 --> 00:05:35,080
Everything is possible with money.

402
00:05:37,080 --> 00:05:39,280
I do not need stupid money.

403
00:05:39,880 --> 00:05:41,880
I just need you!

404
00:05:43,080 --> 00:05:45,520
That will become you then
already liked.

405
00:05:48,080 --> 00:05:50,640
I actually wanted
wait with it.

406
00:06:03,480 --> 00:06:05,480
What shoud that?

407
00:06:05,960 --> 00:06:07,880
That's Australia.

408
00:06:08,360 --> 00:06:10,840
That's the other side
of the world.

409
00:06:11,320 --> 00:06:13,960
That's paradise.
... alone!

410
00:06:15,080 --> 00:06:17,080
What is?

411
00:06:17,560 --> 00:06:19,280
Why not?

412
00:06:19,760 --> 00:06:23,280
Maybe because nobody is there
understands except you?

413
00:06:24,600 --> 00:06:27,520
(Accordion music)
Amazing!

414
00:06:28,000 --> 00:06:30,000
Exactly!

415
00:06:33,120 --> 00:06:36,680
For wedding cards.
Some do that.

416
00:06:37,160 --> 00:06:40,200
This is printed.
She is my sister!

417
00:06:47,360 --> 00:06:51,360
There comes some dork and
you pull the tail!

418
00:06:51,840 --> 00:06:54,440
The dork knows half the city.
Yes and?

419
00:06:54,920 --> 00:06:56,760
A fucking scared you have.

420
00:06:57,240 --> 00:07:01,080
A fucking scared!
You have to look at what's possible.

421
00:07:01,560 --> 00:07:06,360
Shall I hide like one?
mangy dog? We have to get away!

422
00:07:06,840 --> 00:07:10,400
I need my language!
Never too close.

423
00:07:10,880 --> 00:07:12,800
Just never get full!

424
00:07:13,280 --> 00:07:17,720
Either way or not.
If it suits you, get me.

425
00:07:18,200 --> 00:07:22,520
And in between, I'll be the best
invisible. Yes? Like this. Yes.

426
00:07:24,080 --> 00:07:26,080
And what will happen to me?

427
00:07:29,280 --> 00:07:31,280
Where do I still happen?

428
00:07:31,760 --> 00:07:33,720
You have to know that yourself!

429
00:07:43,760 --> 00:07:45,760
(She strangles hard.)

430
00:08:33,080 --> 00:08:35,080
And tomorrow?

431
00:08:36,080 --> 00:08:38,080
I do not know yet.

432
00:08:38,560 --> 00:08:40,280
Perhaps!

433
00:08:58,080 --> 00:09:00,080
Good day!

434
00:09:08,160 --> 00:09:11,400
(Music)
And then she stops me again.

435
00:09:11,880 --> 00:09:13,600
For days, weeks.

436
00:09:14,080 --> 00:09:16,080
She is married. Not?

437
00:09:17,080 --> 00:09:19,080
But that's not it.

438
00:09:20,280 --> 00:09:22,280
No. ... She is waiting.

439
00:09:22,760 --> 00:09:27,080
She waits for me at her door
scratch like a running dog.

440
00:09:27,560 --> 00:09:29,680
And then she sits me model.

441
00:09:31,080 --> 00:09:33,480
So! Do you understand, Trakl?

442
00:09:34,120 --> 00:09:36,120
And only sometimes, ...

443
00:09:36,600 --> 00:09:39,920
... seldom, she gives herself
really.

444
00:09:41,360 --> 00:09:43,360
And I like a dork.

445
00:09:43,840 --> 00:09:46,240
As if there were only one in the world.

446
00:09:46,720 --> 00:09:48,440
Only they!

447
00:09:50,880 --> 00:09:52,880
And how do you handle that?

448
00:09:54,640 --> 00:09:56,840
That it will not change?

449
00:09:57,840 --> 00:10:00,120
That they never will
heard completely?

450
00:10:00,600 --> 00:10:02,320
How do you do that?

451
00:10:02,800 --> 00:10:04,520
To become insane.

452
00:10:05,000 --> 00:10:06,720
Work.

453
00:10:07,200 --> 00:10:08,920
And also ...

454
00:10:09,400 --> 00:10:11,760
If I really had her, that ...

455
00:10:12,240 --> 00:10:14,760
That would be terrible.
Because longing ...

456
00:10:15,240 --> 00:10:17,960
Longing is the biggest motivation.

457
00:10:18,440 --> 00:10:20,880
Fulfillment is a shit. Or?

458
00:10:22,240 --> 00:10:25,800
What do you want?
Do you know me, Trakl?

459
00:10:26,280 --> 00:10:29,240
Again and again you ask
the same things.

460
00:10:30,760 --> 00:10:32,960
Who is this really?

461
00:10:33,440 --> 00:10:35,160
My sister.

462
00:10:36,960 --> 00:10:38,960
It's my sister!

463
00:10:40,680 --> 00:10:42,680
That's wonderful, Trakl.

464
00:10:43,480 --> 00:10:45,480
It's perfect.

465
00:10:45,960 --> 00:10:48,320
You become a very great poet.

466
00:10:49,480 --> 00:10:51,480
They are getting big.

467
00:11:01,880 --> 00:11:03,880
(Piano Music)

468
00:11:04,360 --> 00:11:06,080
"In the beautiful -"

469
00:11:06,560 --> 00:11:08,480
"... The month of May, ..."

470
00:11:09,680 --> 00:11:11,680
"... as all -"

471
00:11:12,160 --> 00:11:14,680
"... Buds jumped."

472
00:11:16,080 --> 00:11:18,560
Already the tied up prelude -

473
00:11:19,040 --> 00:11:23,960
- in the piano part at the beginning
of the song implies sadness.

474
00:11:24,440 --> 00:11:28,320
A heartbreaking idea of
Downfall. (Sob)

475
00:11:29,880 --> 00:11:32,840
(Brückner plays a quiet tune.)

476
00:11:54,080 --> 00:11:56,080
Look who we got there?

477
00:11:56,560 --> 00:11:58,280
(Dance music)

478
00:12:06,680 --> 00:12:08,680
The sister!

479
00:12:16,520 --> 00:12:18,520
Thank you!
With pleasure.

480
00:12:19,000 --> 00:12:23,720
Kokoschka. I am with your brother
known. As far as that is possible.

481
00:12:25,480 --> 00:12:27,520
You invited her.
What?

482
00:12:28,000 --> 00:12:29,720
Damn idiot!

483
00:12:33,320 --> 00:12:36,960
Are you crazy? Do you want it?
spoil with all?

484
00:12:37,440 --> 00:12:41,320
Are you scared, Ludwig? That I
no longer need you?

485
00:12:41,800 --> 00:12:45,640
You make it hard. Yes?
Yes. What should I do?

486
00:12:46,120 --> 00:12:48,240
To make you easier?
Say! Come over!

487
00:12:48,720 --> 00:12:50,640
Now tell me!

488
00:12:58,480 --> 00:13:00,480
(A woman laughs loudly.)

489
00:13:01,080 --> 00:13:03,080
Come over!

490
00:13:03,560 --> 00:13:07,000
Where to? Home.
To me or to you? Take care, you!

491
00:13:07,480 --> 00:13:10,560
He's my brother.
He is my brother too.

492
00:13:11,040 --> 00:13:12,960
He is my dearest!
Be quiet!

493
00:13:13,440 --> 00:13:16,880
I'm not lying anymore. Did you
Roger that? A woman.

494
00:13:17,360 --> 00:13:19,280
We need a wife!

495
00:13:20,600 --> 00:13:22,600
Is no one daring?

496
00:13:23,080 --> 00:13:24,920
Gretl, go now! You're welcome!

497
00:13:25,400 --> 00:13:27,120
Why, Shushi?

498
00:13:28,680 --> 00:13:32,640
Tell me here! tell me
once in front of everybody!

499
00:13:33,120 --> 00:13:35,200
Because I rest
wants.

500
00:13:35,680 --> 00:13:39,600
Because I finally mean mine
Wants to have peace in front of you.

501
00:13:40,080 --> 00:13:43,040
Then you better go now!
Not without you!

502
00:13:48,320 --> 00:13:50,120
Here!

503
00:13:50,600 --> 00:13:52,880
What should I do?
(Applause)

504
00:13:53,360 --> 00:13:55,080
Well uh ...

505
00:13:55,560 --> 00:13:57,280
Get free!

506
00:13:58,360 --> 00:14:00,360
You're welcome!

507
00:14:09,040 --> 00:14:11,040
Living sculpture.

508
00:14:12,800 --> 00:14:14,800
Who knows something, ...

509
00:14:17,200 --> 00:14:19,200
... calls -

510
00:14:19,680 --> 00:14:21,600
- and win.

511
00:14:29,400 --> 00:14:32,280
"The adoration".
This is "The Adoration".

512
00:14:32,760 --> 00:14:35,520
Rodin. Autumn salon Paris
last year.

513
00:14:36,000 --> 00:14:37,920
Bravo!
Bravo!

514
00:14:47,480 --> 00:14:49,600
I'll kill you, you!

515
00:14:50,080 --> 00:14:53,560
Stupid dog! Georg! Leave it!
He is crazy.

516
00:15:07,080 --> 00:15:09,080
So you! Hm?

517
00:15:11,080 --> 00:15:13,080
It was only her.

518
00:15:18,080 --> 00:15:20,640
I really never knew you.

519
00:15:21,680 --> 00:15:23,680
And it stays that way now.

520
00:15:29,480 --> 00:15:32,360
Pack your things!
Tomorrow you are out.

521
00:15:35,080 --> 00:15:37,640
(Ludwig closes the door quietly.)

522
00:15:43,960 --> 00:15:45,960
She is so much younger.

523
00:15:46,440 --> 00:15:49,520
And she is my student.
My interest -

524
00:15:50,000 --> 00:15:54,480
- it was only about the music.
That's not a reproach, Professor.

525
00:15:54,960 --> 00:15:56,680
It's just a request.

526
00:16:00,720 --> 00:16:02,840
How old are you, Professor?

527
00:16:03,320 --> 00:16:05,240
Old enough.
Old enough, -

528
00:16:05,720 --> 00:16:09,480
- just to encourage,
who is really worth it?

529
00:16:09,960 --> 00:16:12,680
Old enough to be a family
to found?

530
00:16:13,160 --> 00:16:14,880
Away from everything here?

531
00:16:15,360 --> 00:16:18,640
In another city?
Maybe in the country?

532
00:16:19,560 --> 00:16:23,200
Your sister will be me
do not marry. She will!

533
00:16:23,680 --> 00:16:26,160
Because she always did
what I want.

534
00:16:26,640 --> 00:16:29,880
And this once it will be
be good for her.

535
00:16:31,280 --> 00:16:33,480
Force them to reason!

536
00:16:34,680 --> 00:16:36,720
It is her only chance.

537
00:16:42,880 --> 00:16:44,880
Thank you!

538
00:17:17,720 --> 00:17:19,720
Hello, Mom!

539
00:17:29,480 --> 00:17:33,640
Did Georg send you?
Who visits you in the night?

540
00:17:36,240 --> 00:17:38,240
Schubeck.

541
00:17:38,720 --> 00:17:40,440
Schubeck?

542
00:17:41,240 --> 00:17:43,240
Yes and?

543
00:17:43,720 --> 00:17:46,000
The landlady saw him, Grete!

544
00:17:46,480 --> 00:17:48,200
Whom?

545
00:17:48,680 --> 00:17:50,400
You tell me!

546
00:17:50,880 --> 00:17:52,600
Oh! Such a nonsense.

547
00:17:53,080 --> 00:17:54,800
And the?

548
00:18:08,800 --> 00:18:12,160
I tried you
keep. Always!

549
00:18:12,640 --> 00:18:16,640
To the boarding school with six already.
And the holidays abroad.

550
00:18:17,120 --> 00:18:20,280
But you with your defiance
wanted to go to Vienna!

551
00:18:20,760 --> 00:18:23,200
God is my witness.
I was against it.

552
00:18:25,080 --> 00:18:27,080
What do you say?

553
00:18:28,760 --> 00:18:30,760
Say it!

554
00:18:33,080 --> 00:18:35,200
Oh God! You knew it.

555
00:18:35,680 --> 00:18:38,360
You always knew it.
From the beginning.

556
00:18:38,840 --> 00:18:41,520
No. No.
Oh but! You knew it!

557
00:18:42,000 --> 00:18:44,200
No!
You let it happen.

558
00:18:44,680 --> 00:18:48,400
You left us alone.
Even with it! Why?

559
00:18:48,960 --> 00:18:51,360
I ... did not know anything!

560
00:18:51,880 --> 00:18:53,880
Go away! Go away!

561
00:18:59,240 --> 00:19:02,640
I ... I am you
nothing more.

562
00:19:05,400 --> 00:19:08,280
I am no longer anyone
Guilty.

563
00:19:08,760 --> 00:19:12,760
Only myself.
I want you to win, Gretl.

564
00:19:13,240 --> 00:19:15,880
At least you!
You have what it takes.

565
00:19:19,080 --> 00:19:21,080
Marriage Brückner!

566
00:19:21,560 --> 00:19:23,400
This is your last chance.

567
00:19:24,480 --> 00:19:26,480
That kills him.

568
00:19:26,960 --> 00:19:28,680
He can not stand that.

569
00:19:29,160 --> 00:19:32,000
I'm at the hotel,
until I go home.

570
00:20:18,480 --> 00:20:21,640
(A door is opened and closed.)

571
00:20:31,480 --> 00:20:33,480
What does the doctor say?

572
00:20:33,960 --> 00:20:35,680
Do not be sad!

573
00:20:36,480 --> 00:20:39,440
He says it can take
at the ... first.

574
00:20:39,920 --> 00:20:41,640
A year. Often longer.

575
00:20:46,200 --> 00:20:48,200
What is this?

576
00:20:54,680 --> 00:20:56,680
Latest method!
Oh come!

577
00:20:57,680 --> 00:20:59,680
That will be fine.

578
00:21:00,680 --> 00:21:02,680
Is there something for me?

579
00:21:03,160 --> 00:21:07,560
Lobmann asks if you are this time
play at the summer concert.

580
00:21:08,040 --> 00:21:09,760
No!

581
00:21:11,080 --> 00:21:14,240
That is such a waste!
A shame!

582
00:21:14,720 --> 00:21:18,600
I can not stand there anymore.
Then look elsewhere!

583
00:21:19,080 --> 00:21:23,040
You have to play again!
I just have to die someday.

584
00:21:23,520 --> 00:21:26,040
Let me help you!
I can help.

585
00:21:36,480 --> 00:21:39,120
A reading. ...
His first reading!

586
00:21:39,880 --> 00:21:41,880
Never do that, never again!

587
00:21:42,360 --> 00:21:45,800
We wanted to go to Bayreuth
on that day. What does he want?

588
00:21:46,280 --> 00:21:50,000
Again money? I telegraph him.
He asked you once!

589
00:21:50,480 --> 00:21:52,440
Out of necessity.
He needs me there.

590
00:21:52,920 --> 00:21:56,040
He's my brother.
And I am your husband.

591
00:22:04,480 --> 00:22:07,520
We talk tomorrow.
And if I say no?

592
00:22:13,080 --> 00:22:15,080
Forgive!

593
00:22:17,480 --> 00:22:19,480
You're welcome!

594
00:22:21,880 --> 00:22:25,520
I just wish it had once
to do with me.

595
00:22:26,000 --> 00:22:29,360
I can not find anything you
almost as moving,

596
00:22:29,840 --> 00:22:32,360
- like everything with him
related.

597
00:22:38,200 --> 00:22:42,360
But probably I am
very badly missed.

598
00:22:45,480 --> 00:22:48,080
And I can ...
give nothing.

599
00:22:50,480 --> 00:22:52,480
Nothing!

600
00:22:53,680 --> 00:22:58,080
"It's a stubble field,
into which a black rain falls. "

601
00:22:59,080 --> 00:23:02,480
"It's a brown tree,
lonely. "

602
00:23:03,600 --> 00:23:07,440
"It's a breeze,
the empty huts orbiting. "

603
00:23:07,920 --> 00:23:10,040
"How sad this evening."

604
00:23:11,480 --> 00:23:14,800
"Collecting past the hamlet
the gentle orphan - "

605
00:23:15,280 --> 00:23:17,200
"- still sparse ears."

606
00:23:17,680 --> 00:23:20,360
"Her eyes are round
and golden - "

607
00:23:20,840 --> 00:23:22,760
"- at dusk."

608
00:23:23,240 --> 00:23:26,680
"And her lap is waiting
of the heavenly bridegroom. "

609
00:23:27,160 --> 00:23:30,120
"When returning home found
the shepherds - "

610
00:23:30,600 --> 00:23:33,640
"- decay the sweet body
in the thorn bush. "

611
00:23:34,920 --> 00:23:36,920
"I am a shadow -"

612
00:23:37,400 --> 00:23:39,440
"- distant dark villages."

613
00:23:39,920 --> 00:23:41,640
"God's silence ..."

614
00:23:47,320 --> 00:23:51,400
"I drank the silence of God
from the well of the grove. "

615
00:23:51,880 --> 00:23:53,600
"On my forehead -"

616
00:23:54,080 --> 00:23:56,000
"- enters cold metal."

617
00:23:56,480 --> 00:23:58,240
"Spiders are looking for my heart."

618
00:23:58,720 --> 00:24:00,680
"It is a light, -"

619
00:24:01,160 --> 00:24:03,520
"- that goes out in my mouth."

620
00:24:04,000 --> 00:24:06,760
"At night I found myself
on a heath, - "

621
00:24:07,240 --> 00:24:10,200
"- staring at filth
and dust of the stars. "

622
00:24:10,680 --> 00:24:14,120
"The hazel bushes sounded again
crystalline angels. "

623
00:24:44,280 --> 00:24:46,320
Grete? Did you see that?

624
00:24:46,800 --> 00:24:49,840
My God! Have you heard,
how to clap?

625
00:24:50,880 --> 00:24:53,600
Sorry, Gretl!
I am so happy.

626
00:24:54,080 --> 00:24:55,800
So incredible ...

627
00:24:56,280 --> 00:24:58,000
Just glad.

628
00:24:58,680 --> 00:25:00,680
Thanks, Gretl!

629
00:25:08,280 --> 00:25:10,280
This is my sister.

630
00:25:10,760 --> 00:25:12,680
Oh, you are that!

631
00:25:14,480 --> 00:25:16,480
I am very pleased.

632
00:25:27,080 --> 00:25:30,320
Should we go home?
Yes, we drive.

633
00:26:04,560 --> 00:26:06,560
(Nothing to understand.)

634
00:26:16,080 --> 00:26:18,080
(Nothing to understand.)

635
00:26:41,480 --> 00:26:44,080
Gretl! ... Gretl!
Now wait!

636
00:26:44,560 --> 00:26:47,680
I have to get up early tomorrow.
Tomorrow is Sunday!

637
00:26:48,160 --> 00:26:52,640
Do you want to show me more?
here? What do you rhyme together?

638
00:26:53,120 --> 00:26:56,560
That nothing is forever.
Gretl! We need to talk.

639
00:26:57,040 --> 00:27:01,800
But I can not leave now.
No. Because your friends are here.

640
00:27:02,280 --> 00:27:06,480
Your new, good friends!
No! That's not possible!

641
00:27:08,880 --> 00:27:10,880
But after that maybe.

642
00:27:11,360 --> 00:27:13,280
Later! ... Who knows?

643
00:27:17,880 --> 00:27:19,880
(He sighs.)

644
00:28:18,480 --> 00:28:20,440
(Someone opens the door.)

645
00:29:17,440 --> 00:29:19,440
(She moans lustfully.)

646
00:29:44,680 --> 00:29:46,680
Stop! ... Stop!

647
00:29:47,160 --> 00:29:50,680
(Whispers) It's just fine.
It is not the time.

648
00:29:51,160 --> 00:29:52,880
Come over!

649
00:30:40,240 --> 00:30:42,360
Grete! I am always scared.

650
00:30:43,440 --> 00:30:45,440
Every day.

651
00:30:47,640 --> 00:30:49,640
If you are satisfied too.

652
00:30:50,840 --> 00:30:54,760
If I do not get too much
from life and you too little.

653
00:30:55,240 --> 00:30:59,360
What else can I do, Grete?

654
00:31:00,840 --> 00:31:02,880
You have done everything, Georg.

655
00:31:03,360 --> 00:31:05,080
That's enough for a life!

656
00:31:08,640 --> 00:31:11,960
Did you really mean
you come from it?

657
00:31:16,320 --> 00:31:18,680
Then take care now, Georg!

658
00:31:19,640 --> 00:31:21,640
This night ...

659
00:31:22,840 --> 00:31:25,240
That was just too much!

660
00:31:26,800 --> 00:31:29,520
From today I need you
no more.

661
00:31:30,440 --> 00:31:33,440
Because from today I am
not alone anymore.

662
00:31:33,920 --> 00:31:35,640
Do you understand?

663
00:31:36,280 --> 00:31:38,280
Never alone!

664
00:31:41,840 --> 00:31:43,840
You did not do that!

665
00:31:44,840 --> 00:31:46,840
That must not be!

666
00:31:47,840 --> 00:31:49,840
It is the biggest sin!

667
00:31:50,840 --> 00:31:52,840
Then it suits us.

668
00:31:56,840 --> 00:31:59,480
A whole ...
Do you remember, Georg?

669
00:31:59,960 --> 00:32:01,680
A meat.

670
00:32:02,160 --> 00:32:03,880
Now it is time!

671
00:32:07,240 --> 00:32:09,360
Who in God's name are you?

672
00:32:13,840 --> 00:32:15,880
I am who I always was.

673
00:32:18,240 --> 00:32:20,240
Only you are different.

674
00:32:21,440 --> 00:32:23,440
You forgot everything.

675
00:32:44,240 --> 00:32:46,240
Ouch!

676
00:32:51,840 --> 00:32:53,840
I am happy.

677
00:33:11,960 --> 00:33:14,080
(A child is calling :)
Here to me!

678
00:33:14,560 --> 00:33:16,800
(Other child :)
I want too.

679
00:33:17,280 --> 00:33:19,200
Exactly, me too!

680
00:33:19,680 --> 00:33:21,400
(The kids laugh.)

681
00:33:26,040 --> 00:33:28,040
Aaah!

682
00:33:32,440 --> 00:33:34,440
(She screams loudly.)

683
00:34:34,640 --> 00:34:36,640
Where is she?

684
00:35:09,080 --> 00:35:12,880
Do not touch me!
Take your bastard fingers from me!

685
00:35:13,360 --> 00:35:17,400
Go away! Get lost! It is my child.
It belongs to me. Go away!

686
00:35:17,880 --> 00:35:20,560
(Cry :) Leave me
in peace finally!

687
00:35:21,040 --> 00:35:23,360
Go away! ... Side walk!

688
00:35:23,840 --> 00:35:26,160
Leave me in peace! Get lost!

689
00:35:26,640 --> 00:35:29,200
Out! ... go out, Brückner!

690
00:35:29,680 --> 00:35:31,600
You're welcome!

691
00:35:32,080 --> 00:35:34,640
(Grete cries.)
Go please!

692
00:36:00,440 --> 00:36:02,440
Sleep now!

693
00:36:04,440 --> 00:36:06,440
That you ...

694
00:36:08,440 --> 00:36:10,440
... get well soon.

695
00:36:12,240 --> 00:36:14,280
You have to get well!

696
00:36:21,840 --> 00:36:24,280
(She whispers :)
He does not know.

697
00:36:26,880 --> 00:36:29,040
He thinks it's his child.

698
00:36:33,840 --> 00:36:35,840
He must not know it!

699
00:36:36,320 --> 00:36:39,280
"It's ringing the night in the warehouse
our kisses. "

700
00:36:39,760 --> 00:36:41,480
"It whispers where:"

701
00:36:41,960 --> 00:36:44,320
"Who blames you?"

702
00:36:44,840 --> 00:36:48,840
"Still shuddering from wicked
Lust sweetie. We pray:"

703
00:36:49,320 --> 00:36:51,960
"Forgive us, Mary,
in your favor! "

704
00:36:53,840 --> 00:36:57,040
"Climb out of flower bowls
greedy scents. "

705
00:36:58,000 --> 00:37:01,480
"Caress our foreheads
pale with guilt. "

706
00:37:03,080 --> 00:37:06,280
"Dulling under the breath
the sultry airs. "

707
00:37:06,760 --> 00:37:08,480
"We are dreaming:"

708
00:37:08,960 --> 00:37:11,400
"Forgive us, Mary,
in your favor! "

709
00:37:12,640 --> 00:37:16,440
"But the spring is noisier
the sirens and - "

710
00:37:16,920 --> 00:37:20,320
"- the Sphinx sticks out darker
before our fault. "

711
00:37:20,800 --> 00:37:23,760
"That our hearts are more sinful
sound again. "

712
00:37:24,240 --> 00:37:26,160
"We sob:"

713
00:37:27,240 --> 00:37:29,960
"Forgive us, Mary,
in your favor! "

714
00:37:30,440 --> 00:37:32,840
(He hears the door closing.)

715
00:37:36,960 --> 00:37:39,400
It is your fault,
when she dies!

716
00:37:39,880 --> 00:37:42,560
They killed her!
So, with that, -

717
00:37:43,040 --> 00:37:46,080
- with it, with it!
There was always only you.

718
00:37:46,560 --> 00:37:50,560
They only loaned it to me.
Only a part of her.

719
00:37:53,040 --> 00:37:55,040
You knew it?

720
00:37:55,520 --> 00:37:57,240
No.

721
00:37:57,720 --> 00:37:59,440
No.

722
00:37:59,920 --> 00:38:02,200
I only know it since yesterday.

723
00:38:03,440 --> 00:38:06,480
She was talking feverishly
and she was ...

724
00:38:07,840 --> 00:38:09,840
... very precise!

725
00:38:12,760 --> 00:38:15,040
How can you?
deal with it?

726
00:38:27,040 --> 00:38:29,040
Why?

727
00:38:30,440 --> 00:38:32,440
Top Grade!

728
00:38:33,440 --> 00:38:35,440
Why?

729
00:38:38,440 --> 00:38:40,440
I dont know.

730
00:38:42,440 --> 00:38:44,440
There was no choice.

731
00:38:47,840 --> 00:38:49,840
You are a monster!

732
00:38:54,640 --> 00:38:58,440
No matter what I do,
I can always just lose!

733
00:39:03,040 --> 00:39:05,040
I do not like anymore.

734
00:39:05,840 --> 00:39:09,160
Maybe it does not always work
for winning.

735
00:39:09,640 --> 00:39:11,360
Rather?

736
00:39:13,440 --> 00:39:15,640
To endure.
(She sighs.)

737
00:39:16,640 --> 00:39:18,920
I do not know. To understand.

738
00:39:30,040 --> 00:39:32,600
You are put in its place.

739
00:39:33,080 --> 00:39:35,960
You can not choose it.
Oh no?

740
00:39:36,440 --> 00:39:38,160
But you!

741
00:39:38,640 --> 00:39:42,360
Did not you always have
what did you want from me?

742
00:39:43,440 --> 00:39:47,520
What I wanted most,
I never told you that.

743
00:39:49,040 --> 00:39:51,440
Because you would have given it to me!

744
00:39:53,040 --> 00:39:55,040
A long time ago.

745
00:39:56,440 --> 00:39:58,440
Do you understand?

746
00:40:00,040 --> 00:40:02,040
You would have gone with me.

747
00:40:02,840 --> 00:40:04,840
Also there!

748
00:40:07,840 --> 00:40:11,000
Life scares me more
as death.

749
00:40:12,040 --> 00:40:14,040
Always.

750
00:40:17,840 --> 00:40:19,960
For everything else
forgive me!

751
00:40:22,640 --> 00:40:24,640
Forgive me, Gretl!

752
00:40:26,680 --> 00:40:29,120
Not for me,
but for you.

753
00:40:29,600 --> 00:40:31,960
Make your peace
with the world!

754
00:40:32,440 --> 00:40:34,160
And then?

755
00:40:36,840 --> 00:40:39,040
Then you'll see it once ...

756
00:40:40,240 --> 00:40:42,240
... once really ...

757
00:40:42,720 --> 00:40:44,440
... The life.

758
00:40:45,640 --> 00:40:47,640
Without me.

759
00:40:50,840 --> 00:40:52,840
In freedom!

760
00:41:02,240 --> 00:41:04,240
(Birds chirp loudly)

761
00:41:20,040 --> 00:41:22,040
So then!

762
00:41:30,440 --> 00:41:32,440
One more thing, Shushi!

763
00:41:36,840 --> 00:41:38,960
There is no Last Day!

764
00:41:40,760 --> 00:41:43,480
And no guilt
beyond death.

765
00:41:45,640 --> 00:41:47,680
Everything is focused here.

766
00:41:49,120 --> 00:41:52,680
You get everything here,
and you pay everything here.

767
00:41:54,120 --> 00:41:56,120
After that there are -

768
00:41:56,600 --> 00:41:58,520
- nothing more.

769
00:42:00,520 --> 00:42:02,520
Only peace and light.

770
00:42:04,600 --> 00:42:06,600
I know it, Georg.

771
00:42:07,840 --> 00:42:09,840
I felt it.

772
00:42:11,240 --> 00:42:13,240
I was almost there!

773
00:43:59,040 --> 00:44:04,040
Georg Trakl joins the army at the outbreak of the First World War and takes his life on 6 November 1914 in the garrison hospital of Krakow.
Three years later, on November 21, 1917, Grete succeeds him. She shoots a bullet in the head after a boisterous celebration.

774
00:44:04,040 --> 00:44:05,040
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